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its surprising how much happier i am when i dont have to go to my job everyday. i took my vacation finally and have til wednesday off. and ive been doing things i love to do like camp and swim and such. and thats basically what the next few days will be too. im working my out of 7 11. i havent figured out how yet but ihave a pretty good idea whats going to take place the next few months. i think i finally made up my mind.
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[29 Jun 2009|04:29pm] |
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why do i continue going to my job?
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[26 Jun 2009|03:35am] |
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f not having power right now. f f f f f f f f it. im bored. and not even tired at all.
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[24 Jun 2009|07:51pm] |
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i feel better today.
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[23 Jun 2009|05:00am] |
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ok livejournal, way to make me more depressed. with old entries and reminding me that i have always taken things for granted. one day i'll be ok.
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[05 Jun 2008|07:04pm] |
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i need a friend.
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[23 Apr 2008|05:41pm] |
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blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah...
bored and hungry. and i have a headache. i dont want to go to work but what the fuck else is new right?
my whole body aches so tonight should be extra shitty.
what doesnt kill you
makes you stronger
but the questions remain
until you cant take it any longer
but i am still so young
and i didnt know i could be so dumb
uhhhh .......... so there.
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[31 Mar 2008|02:26am] |
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i wish i had money to spend on useless crap. i want some new clothes and shoes and my hair needs to be dyed. f.
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| but i'll stay if you promise always |
[16 Mar 2008|01:57am] |
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh f life. im bored/annoyed with it.
i still work at 7 eleven. midnights (10pm to 6am) so my bedtime is during the day so i basically miss out on half of life. but i make over a dollar more than when i started already so i should shut up and stop complaining. no matter how much i seriously hate doing the same things over and over and over and over and over again everyday there.
annnd im proud of some of the tattoo work ive been doing. im getting a lot better at outlining and putting everything together and what not. but my shading needs A LOT of work. its just hard to figure it all out on my own, but im sure eventually i will. its also hard considering i dont have money, or the time to do it. when im free, people are asleep haha. and i dont feel like living any more 30 hour days because those kill me.
i love my babies they're my life. vengeance is sitting next to me but i dont know where the other two are.
annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnddddddddddddd bye brittany park. in about a month i'll be moving with justin to regency club. i love it here at brittany park but theres no point living way over here. regencey is closer to eastpointe (home) and easier to get to work since i can get right on 696.
other than this theres few other things going on in my life. ok probably a lot more but whatev. i dont have any friends so its actually pretty boring when justin is at work. but i think i know every degrassi episode word for word because i will probably never stop watching it.
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| i need you like water in my lungs. |
[22 Nov 2007|09:49am] |
i have a job now so i think i'll be alright. 7 eleven at 14 and ryan. 6am to 2pm almost everyday. a lot of work but i dont mind it. after one more week of morning shifts i get to move to afternoon shifts by myself already. go me.
boop. i still need more money.
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[11 Nov 2007|03:07pm] |
im unemployed.
help.
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| ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh oh oh |
[24 Oct 2007|09:18am] |
i feel a lot better now because of you. :-)
i just wish i had enough money to.. live ha. f rent.
i worked a 15 hour day saturday. followed by a 12 hour day sunday. i havent slept past 8 since............................ i dont know i hate waking up early tho. and i hate working 50+ hours a week. F F F F F F F F F im still alive and kickin tho. barely but i am thats all that matters.
im f'in tired. someone go pay my phone bill for me.
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[17 Sep 2007|01:50pm] |
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im fucking sick of living alone.
this apartment is a peice of shit.
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[16 Sep 2007|09:25pm] |
im aggravated for no reason right now. i was doing so good with saying in a good mood until now RAR.
so the other day i got pissed off at my manager and quit. ha.
but nowww the owner decided she still wants me to work for them and moved me to 12 and harper. so i didnt actually quit passport.. i just work at a different store.
i also now have a job at halloween usa. i think i start tuesday but im not sure.
i cleaned the fuck out of my apartment tonight. my cats are messy as hell.
annndd i wish i knew what i wanted. whatev. that is all.
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[31 Aug 2007|09:43am] |
i still cant figure out what i want.
at least i know i dont want you. not anymore .. you're a dick.
and im happy about it too. thats the best part. and i can find the ways around this rent situations either way you'll have to pay for it.
yeah thats right im a 'manipulative whore' i believe, those were the words used.
at least im having more fun now than i was with you.
one other thing.
i dont regret what i did at all so everyone should shut the fuck up.
anyone have some drugs for me i'll trade you pizza for them ;-)
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[20 Aug 2007|11:27am] |
i cant put any of this into words.
i dont make sense and i dont know what i want. wah.
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[05 Aug 2007|09:05am] |
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im not so sure about this. i have $20 to my name [ i need gas today ] and i dont get paid for two more days. $24 to be exact. i have 7 little helpers. im going to be working more hopefully which sucks [ still f'in hate the job ] and hopefully i'll have a second job soon. f. its going to be a long week.
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| i am completely lost at life. |
[31 Jul 2007|03:15pm] |
as i sit here reading old messages and old entries i really begin to wonder what the fuck happened.
why cant i feel any sort of emotion anymore?
and to think that i listened to everyone problems for so long and let everyone confide in me. but when its my turn i cant trust a single one of you.
i think the correct words i shall use are .. fuck you. im getting real sick of everyone and everything. [sorry if i offended anyone]but seriously fuck off.
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[22 Jul 2007|01:25pm] |
what the hell is going on.
and how did it happen.
f.
i still hate my job. and i still dont have a new one god damnit.
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